Selama 8 tahun lamanya aku berualang alik dar HPSF ke HBP untuk merawat pesakit yang dirujuk. Ada masa badan terasa keletihan melayan kerenah pesakit yang berbagai. Long list pesakit yang dirujuk menjadikan aku penyabar tetapi kekadang kesabaran ku teruji juga. Apa tidaknya setiap satu pesakit memerlukan rawatan prosedur yang tidak dilakukan oleh pegawai bawahan. Ada juga aku terpaksa menerima rujukan yang tidak munasabah. Diagnosa tidak tepat, tidak melakukan penyiasatan menyeluruh sebelum di rujuk dan ada juga kes yang bukan dibidang kepakaran ku. Mahu tidak mahu aku lakukan jua. Timbul rasa tidak puas hati apabila terpaksa berdepan dengan kes yang sebegini. Kecewa, marah, kesal dan kepenatan! Apabila fikiran terlalu penat dan fizikal masih di ampuhkan mulalah mulut menuturkan yang bukan-bukan. Tetapi ini selalu di salah anggap dan disalah ertikan. Mulalah kerja nak marah dan mengamuk di lemparkan. Patutkah aku respon dengan marah juga? Tidak pernah tidak sekali-kali. Tetapi mulut manusia memang begitu. Sedikitpun aku tidak ambil hati ye kah?
Aku bukannya malaikat. Dosa ku yang lalu belum tahu mendapat keampunan ALLAH swt. AKu tidak mahu menambahkan yang sedia ada. Tetapi fikiran jahat ini sering kali mengganggu. Adalah mereka tahu apa yang berlaku selama perkhidmatan aku disana? Adakah mereka tahu bagaimana harus aku berdepan dengan kerenah pesakit, bebanan kes dan pegawai bawahan? Mereka sedikit tidak ambil peduli. Yang pasti kes beres, pesakit puashati. Bagaimana aku yang terpaksa berhempas pulas mengerah otak dan tenaga untuk memastikan semua kes selesai? Aku cepat-cepat perbetulkan niat sewaktu bekerja.
Akhirnya aku mohonkan keampunan dari ALLAH, supaya Dia redha dengan apa yang aku lakukan. Kerja ku mendapat keberkatan dan pesakit mendapat kebaikan yang semuanya datang dari ALLAH jua. AMIN
Selamat tinggal Hosp Batu Pahat...Kenangan indah akan ku semat kukuh diingatan ini. Wallahualam.
Thursday, 8 March 2012
Tuesday, 6 March 2012
Work.
After 3 weeks leave my blog with no new entry , i was fully occupied with work at my own clinic and the hospital. After given some thought, time management is very very important. Of course working in the hospital has fixed hours 8 to 5 but there is some flexibility. There is time to eat, rest and play. My working hours always divided into 4 areas, work, rest eat and play. Work is the main priority concern, helping people in the name of ALLAH. All doings is starts with the intention. Of course good intention will be rewards but if it otherwise only God knows. Work with intention to seek ALLAH blessing is not all the time can be achieved. It is because we are working with lots of people surround us which may influence our decision and the way we performing our work. So if onlyALLAH is the main ultimate goals the rest will follow through. To start with not forget to seek ALLAH forgiveness by reciting BISMILLAH. ALLAH knows the best in every thing All ideas, knowledge during performing the work is come from ALLAH swt. After given a chance to complete the task Thank to ALLAH swt
Rest...
Taking a break during working time is equally important. The reason behind it is because the rest will help the mental and the physical to loosen up and unwind. Mental tiredness may influence our mind to think wisely. this can lead to mental confusion, lack of concentration, and poor judgement. If mentally was occupied with some other things better to settle it before doing any work. But you are strong enough put it aside and face it.
Eat...time to eat during working hours can be put together during rest time. But time to eat usually will always be extended and was used wrongly. I remember some one that i know that during morning breakfast can escapes from the work place and spend hours outside doing something else. Wallahhh that really cheating and misconduct!
Play.. for me exclusively is also okay to do at work place as long as play time not over occupied. Play will add some fun at the work place which actually help to reduce stress at the work place..
Happy Working guys
Rest...
Taking a break during working time is equally important. The reason behind it is because the rest will help the mental and the physical to loosen up and unwind. Mental tiredness may influence our mind to think wisely. this can lead to mental confusion, lack of concentration, and poor judgement. If mentally was occupied with some other things better to settle it before doing any work. But you are strong enough put it aside and face it.
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| Single tooth implant replacing front tooth |
Eat...time to eat during working hours can be put together during rest time. But time to eat usually will always be extended and was used wrongly. I remember some one that i know that during morning breakfast can escapes from the work place and spend hours outside doing something else. Wallahhh that really cheating and misconduct!
Play.. for me exclusively is also okay to do at work place as long as play time not over occupied. Play will add some fun at the work place which actually help to reduce stress at the work place..
Happy Working guys
Thursday, 16 February 2012
At work..uhh
The procedure took 45 minutes to finish. I feel good about the result
Tuesday, 14 February 2012
They cancelled it!
May be is because of today is valentine day , i dont bother what day it is. For me valentine day never exist in my life. What is that day for. Apa orang muda kat hari memperingati kekasih huhhh.
Back to the cancellation, is will end up in my list biasalahhh. We dont pick up the problem earlier but once patient get called up to OT BP shoot up! Apalagi repeat 3 x still high so my dearest collegue made a wise decision. Cancelled the case. Wallahhh. Good for me and them too. Pity on the patient. Nak buat camna
For me after 8 years spending my time serving the community here, what satisfied me is when patient can get back to their normal routine life. Eat...eat..eat and enjoys lifes. Once they got the energy, they able to fulfill the obligation to the family and most importantly To ALLAH The Creator. Here i am to help them. So if one case got cancelled i 'll do it in different ways that will improve their function.
Perhaps, the photo can tells thousands story..Siput timba yang bulat and yang lonjong siput sedut. Both are siput. Both makan atas batu bergantung pada air pasang surut. Both jalan sangat perlahan...
beza cuma si sipot sedut duduk rendah dari sipot timba . Tah lahhh Well life has to go onn.
Back to the cancellation, is will end up in my list biasalahhh. We dont pick up the problem earlier but once patient get called up to OT BP shoot up! Apalagi repeat 3 x still high so my dearest collegue made a wise decision. Cancelled the case. Wallahhh. Good for me and them too. Pity on the patient. Nak buat camna
For me after 8 years spending my time serving the community here, what satisfied me is when patient can get back to their normal routine life. Eat...eat..eat and enjoys lifes. Once they got the energy, they able to fulfill the obligation to the family and most importantly To ALLAH The Creator. Here i am to help them. So if one case got cancelled i 'll do it in different ways that will improve their function.
beza cuma si sipot sedut duduk rendah dari sipot timba . Tah lahhh Well life has to go onn.
Friday, 10 February 2012
Back again to work.
Alhamdulillah is Friday. As as Adam reach his class, just realize that he missed jawi homework. As quick escapes mum asked him to do in the class. Lucky he was not caught finishing his homework by his school teacher.
On my way to work, send reminder to colleague with regard to pm appointment. I was pissed off after got a reply that she not able to make it. I wonder why this kinder people doing buisness if you keep changing your decision! Well it really make me frustrated the way she treated my patient. At the end she asked the patient to go to Malacca. HUhhhh
The concept of having the clinic at my area is to capture the group and the market here. But at all time i try my level best to serve the best to the patient who came to the clinic. If the patient end up at her place alamakkk story turn up to be different lahhhh. Apa nihhh???
Personallyi don't like the way she do this and what she did was not correct but is not wrong...
PM session was hectic to me. Pt turn up from anywhere. Alhamdulillah. Finish on time BUT i did something that i usually does....
On my way to work, send reminder to colleague with regard to pm appointment. I was pissed off after got a reply that she not able to make it. I wonder why this kinder people doing buisness if you keep changing your decision! Well it really make me frustrated the way she treated my patient. At the end she asked the patient to go to Malacca. HUhhhh
The concept of having the clinic at my area is to capture the group and the market here. But at all time i try my level best to serve the best to the patient who came to the clinic. If the patient end up at her place alamakkk story turn up to be different lahhhh. Apa nihhh???
Personallyi don't like the way she do this and what she did was not correct but is not wrong...
Monday, 6 February 2012
Residence ...
This trip to Terengganu was a meaningful one. The planning takes 2 days ahead. No specific place to go. No hotel booking done. Just on the road and the rest Allah leads us.
After such prayer, packed few clothes and off we are on the road. Was not intend to go after heard the news of family friend passed away at young age due to heart attack. Bit reluctant to go at the beginning but this is the only time that i can spend time with Adam. As usual he was so excited to go on trip. A night before his temperature rise a bit but alhamdulillah after Syp Ibuprofen he start to sweating and well.
Done the laundry then as normal routine have a peep on my orchids.
Thought to book a hotel room in Awana Kijal but the rate is far too expensive for 3 of us. So i decided to drive further up reach Paka. And bump to tho resort hotel Residence In. Beach is nearby. The weather is breezing and wind quite strong. The water tide is bit strong for Adam to swim on the beach.
Snack with kepok leko, banana fritters and ABC was a quick one since Adam eagerly wanted to swim in the pool....
As the tummy get grumpy, nasi kukus and ayam goreng rempah are the main dish in Paka. Heading to the jetty and fishery areas in Paka found very interesting view and waiting for the sun to set down . even though the photos capture not superb but is good experience . Now enjoys some of the photos.
After such prayer, packed few clothes and off we are on the road. Was not intend to go after heard the news of family friend passed away at young age due to heart attack. Bit reluctant to go at the beginning but this is the only time that i can spend time with Adam. As usual he was so excited to go on trip. A night before his temperature rise a bit but alhamdulillah after Syp Ibuprofen he start to sweating and well.
Done the laundry then as normal routine have a peep on my orchids.
Thought to book a hotel room in Awana Kijal but the rate is far too expensive for 3 of us. So i decided to drive further up reach Paka. And bump to tho resort hotel Residence In. Beach is nearby. The weather is breezing and wind quite strong. The water tide is bit strong for Adam to swim on the beach.
Snack with kepok leko, banana fritters and ABC was a quick one since Adam eagerly wanted to swim in the pool....
Done with the pool...
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